| Friday, January 30th, 2009 |
| 1:29 am |
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| Sunday, January 11th, 2009 |
| 11:07 pm |
I think I'm going to create a new journal. The reason I don't post in this one is because it has the cobwebs of my past that I would rather not look at. So, when I create a new one I will post on here and you can add me. |
| Sunday, November 25th, 2007 |
| 2:32 pm |
Thanksgiving 07
Can you say best break ever?
I lost two pounds even after the disgusting amount of food I ate
cuddled.
Spent time with family
dyed my hair -- (I didn't like it at first at all..It looked as if I stuck my head into a bottle of merlot...but it's fine now)
went to dinner with Christopher's mommy
saw a friend I didn't expect to see
stayed out far too late.
caught snowflakes on my tongue.
was a pseudo-intellectual at Barnes and Nobles.
went to see a movie I couldn't tell you even the basic plot of.
RELAXED.
Life is good.
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| Thursday, July 26th, 2007 |
| 1:41 pm |
I keep saying I'm going to start back up.
This is where I start on my plan to come back to LJ. My summer hasn't been as eventful as last. This I am thankful for. Let's see. I go to Fort Worth again tomorrow. I'm excited and scared and anxious and arjflengfkn. For those of you that aren't aware, I kind of sort of yes I did start a long distance relationship. He's cute, sweet, and I think he may actually care about me. And that feels really good...for lack of a better adjective.. He lives only 10 minutes away from my aunt's house. So going to visit up there isn't unrealistic, but it is still difficult. He has his crazy smart stuff to worry about...whilst I have what? My crazy not so smart stuff...=]]. I've lost a considerable amount of weight this summer. I don't even really understand how either. I mean sure I have been working out and such..but meh. At the end of last year I was at a ominous 166 give or take a few pounds. Now I'm at a solid 151. I don't think I look any different, though people have asked. I kind of thought that 15 pounds would be a bigger difference than this. >.< Oh well. What else? I went to Warped Tour...wasn't that fun. I went into the Bayside pit and nearly died. That was the best part of it??? ahaha. This whole entry lacks indentions. Whatt elsee...hmm. Erin and I have kind of lost touch...not that we were really in touch before. But meh. I need to go pack. T minus...30 hours. |
| Tuesday, May 29th, 2007 |
| 11:33 pm |
I feel that I've misplaced my identity..
I miss feeling that I am free to be the wreckless teenager that I should be. Work has consumed any type of social life that I used to have. For that, I am genuinely sorry. I know I haven't been that great of a friend to any of you lately. I am just exhausted. I never update anymore. Now how am I to remember the flickers of excitement that actually dooo come into this life of mine? I wish I were going to England. The one good thing about work is the grand amount of money it is delivering to me. lots lots lots. I don't know what to do with it really..since I never get to do anything. I hope everyone that is going has fun in Europe. |
| Monday, January 29th, 2007 |
| 8:26 pm |
I'm back on board.
I miss livejournal. I miss you guys. >.< I feel so guilty. Like, mehs. I'm just scared to go sit back over at the table I think. Not that ya'll are scary. Just..well I'm not sure. Meh, emo. @.@ In other news, I'm now having phone sex with my first-love's best friend. Hm. Well not literally right now. But...I'm such a whore. ahhhaha. Oh well. (It was fun. @.@) ahhahaa. Nothing else has really happened..I get my braces off this summer and I have to go to a psychiatrist on febuary 14th. VALENTINE'S DAY. ldfjlaer. *bang* We'll see how that turns out. I want Adderall (sp??). holy crap. I was utterly exhausted. and then I took it and was like...ooooo. Awakkee. and really not hungry. Like all I've had today is 6 cheese-its, half a dr.pepper, and a sip of coke. @.@ And I'm not hungry. I don't know if I should be overjoyed or disturbed...I'll just be both. Mixtures are good. Current Mood:  indescribableCurrent Music: Montauk -- Bayside |
| Saturday, November 18th, 2006 |
| 8:28 pm |
I've decided to start up again.
It's been a while--a long while. A hard while as well. I've been going to therapy regualary, every other week, and nothing seems to be helping. This always happens during holiday season though. 'Not to worry' I keep telling myself. But it's been harder than ever not to worry. I've learned so much over this past year, about love and heartbreak, my parents past, and who cares for me. In the days since I've last posted a real post..I've done things that I don't think I will ever forget nor forgive myself for. No one knows those things. Only I, and that is unusual for me. I have never handled anything all by myself. I am a weak person. But with the passing of the love I had for Ellis, it has made me come to some hard and true realities. Trust means more to me now. I think more before I act. I think more about the what if's now. I divert a fucking lot. I dunno >.< I'm sorry. Current Mood:  guiltyCurrent Music: Untitled -- Brand New |
| Thursday, August 3rd, 2006 |
| 10:53 pm |
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| Thursday, July 27th, 2006 |
| 12:30 am |
I think I have to make a new journal..I think my parents have been reading this one. |
| Wednesday, July 26th, 2006 |
| 11:50 pm |
Comment and: 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll pick a song that reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you. 4. I'll tell you something I like about you. 5. I'll pick a fictional character that reminds me of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. If I do this, you must post this in your journal. |
| Thursday, July 6th, 2006 |
| 3:40 pm |
blahhhhh I'm boredd
1. Give me a nickname.
2. What is the one thing in my life that sticks out?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
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5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way of me?
7. If you could give me once piece of advice I'd remember forever, what would it be?
8. Do I talk a lot?
9. Am I out-going?
10. Am I a positive or negative thinker?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When was the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but you couldnt?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or stayin the same?
19. Do you feel you could talk to me about anything, anytime?
20. Are you going to put this on your myspace/blog and see what I put about you?
21. What song(if any) reminds you of me?
22. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
23. Do you consider me a good friend?
24. What makes me, me?
25. What is my strongest/best characteristic?
26. Have you ever stayed at my house?
27. What was the craziest thing youve done with me?
28. On a scale 1 to 10 rate my personality.
29. Do you love me?
30. How much?
31. Do I love you?
32. Anything else you would like to say? |
| Sunday, June 18th, 2006 |
| 12:03 pm |
I have never had a kiss like that and obviously livejournal doesn't want me to talk about it because I wrote this post 3 times. Count them 1...2...3. 3. 3. 3. 3. 3. So if I hadn't already told you about my trip to Corpus, then call me and I'll tell you. I think I'm going backk down there, but the only thing is is that we are suppose to go on Thursday...but for me to see Ellis I have to get there on Wednesday because he leaves for China early Thursday morning. I'll be sad if we don't get up there aand I get to hang out with Erin and David...wooo. fun. lalala. I want to cuddle. cuddle cuddle cuddle. I feel really bad for Meg. That really sucks. really really really. lalaalalaa. okay I'm done. |
| Thursday, May 18th, 2006 |
| 4:15 pm |
Wow. Today sucked like majorly. I miss the bus then i slam my thumb in the car door. then i had a lot of shit that I didn't do last night to do. then there was a notebook quiz.. then I come home to find that my step dad has been layed off. meaning no money. nada. we depend on 2 incomes. this sucks and no therapist or doctor or..fuck..orthodontist.. because no insurance. shit. I don't know what we are going to do. I guess no new clothes this year. |
| Tuesday, April 11th, 2006 |
| 11:20 pm |
Have you ever been so depressed you threw up?...or am I just really weird..okay I don't like the word depressed..but you get what I am saying. |
| Saturday, February 25th, 2006 |
| 9:00 pm |
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| Wednesday, January 11th, 2006 |
| 6:48 pm |
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| Wednesday, January 4th, 2006 |
| 9:50 pm |
I TOTALLY JUST BOUGHT TICKETS TO THE PANIC! SHOW. FUCK YEAH. MEG GO BUY ONE NOW. LINNEA YAY! IT IS TOTALLY A WEEK BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY TOO.WOOOOO. Current Mood:  excitedCurrent Music: Lyrical Lies -- Cute is What We Aim For |
| Saturday, December 17th, 2005 |
| 5:08 pm |
Linnea//anyone else..I think you can buy the tickets for the Panic show...I think I'm going to get mine tomorrow...call me about it though. |
| Wednesday, November 9th, 2005 |
| 9:46 pm |
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| Monday, October 24th, 2005 |
| 10:58 pm |
AHHH!!! CONCERT WAS GREAT. I TELL ALL ABOUT IT TOMORROWWW! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FEET ARE BRUISED AS HELL. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEE Current Mood: OVERJOYED!!!!!!! |
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